累了好久，一直没有时间停下脚步。不知道为什么，突然间好像让自己好好休息，好好充电。所以，想要放弃的念头出现了，参加活动都跑了两年，也泡了两年。学到的东西、得到的东西，说也说不完，失去的呢...??
每年的这个季节、这个时分总让我措手不及，是咎由自取还是被蒙在鼓里，真的完全没有概念。如果就这样要我打一场辩论赛，一定输，都不知道架构里写的是什么。大学生涯走到最后一个学年，到底心里真的要的是什么呢？...... 只知道朋友整天会念我没时间陪他们，妈妈会很长的一段时间没有见到我，身体会不停的生病，头脑会很累......
今天的我，精神恍惚，说是负面，又好像还好，唉，郁闷。
how long is the last time i really give myself a long break? i can't even remember it. i only know that every time when i have a holiday, i plan my schedule full till the top. for friends, family and plenty things to settle, but when is it for me to really find a calm and peace place to find back myself?
i don't know why is this idea come out in my mind recently--i feeling wanted to quit. say stop to activities for my final year in university life. should i or should not?
anyway, i just want some rest now.
